The Meaning of Life

The far time has gone to bed.

I think we should all hunt the wicked.
And destroy there souls.
And sell there minds.

I know I haven't really hung out with you people recently; but I just want you at all know you made the first few years of BPS bearable. And cheered me up at times when I was down. Still miss a fair few of you. Hope I get to see at least a few of you in college. But if not good luck and thank you.

Keep thinkin I'm candy till ya fuckin skull get popped
And ya brain jump out the top like Jack-in-da-box
In the hood summer time is the killing season
It's hot out this bitch that's a good 'nuff reason
I've seen gangsta's get religious when they start bleedin
Sayin "Lord, Jesus Help Me" cause they ass leakin
When they window roll down and that A.K. come out
You can squeeze ya lil handgun until you run out
And you can run for ya back-up
But them machine gun shells gone tear ya back up
God's on ya side, shit I'm aight wit that
We reload them clips and come right back
It's a fact homie, you go against me ya fucked
I get the drop, if you can duck, ya luckier then Lady Luck
Look nigga, don't think you safe cause you moved out the hood
Cuz ya momma still around dog, and daddy ain't good
If you was smart you'd be shook of me
Cuz I'd get tired of lookin for ya, spray ya momma crib, and let ya ass look
for me

My heart bleeds for you nigga, I can't wait to get to you
Behind that twinkle in ya eyes, I can see the bitch in you
Nigga you know the streets talk
So they'll be no white flags and no peace talks
I got my back against the wind, I'm down to ride till the sun burn out
If I die today, I'm happy how my life turned out
See the shootouts that I've been in I'm by myself
Locked up I was in a box by myself
I done made myself a millionaire by myself
Now, shit changed motherfucker I can hire some help
I done heard about the 50 grand you put in the hood
But ya shooter fin'nin to get get shot it won't do 'em no good
With a pistol I define the definition of pain
If you survive ya bones'll still fuckin hurt when it rain
Oh you a pro at playin battleship well this ain't the same
Lil homie this is a whole different type of war game
See the losers and up in shackles of motherfuckin chains
Or laid out in the streets leakin out they brains

I haven't updated in a while so... there you go!

End of time

I already had three cups of tea already...
What are they tuning, a harp?
I thought we were a big rich rock band, we should have a whole bunch of extra's?

Need And Want Are Two Very Different Things...

The mind is a horrible and disgusting thing.

I don't care...

There was a fox, it wasn't a happy fox many to blame was "family issues" and he had two friends both very sad little foxes themselves and one day these three foxes got ran over and the other foxes became sad aswell and the entire fox got run over due to depression (probably on purpose but unconciously) themselves because of fox A, B and C...

Now run to your mother and cry? Or smile? Or Kill her!!

Never eat on an empty stomach

Run from the people who want you to be them and follows those who appreciate you for yourself or that is what I should what I really am goign to say is Fuck off!! to any salesman on the phone

"Hello would you like double glazing?"
"Do you want it over your head?"
"... Erm... Not Particularly"
"Then fuck off!"

Is what I'd say if I had any mental strength, instead I will go and lie down and ponder the whole transaction in depth until I have thought ov every witty come back I could have said if I didn't care...

The point is that we can only go one way if we stop going another...

People wish and they dream but rarely do, many will lie in bed at night thinking I wish I could tell her I lover her or I wish I'd learnt to swim or I wish i could stop smoking or I wish I'd been good at sport... but even worth than the "wishers" are the "whats ifsers"... What if she doesn't like me or What if I can't physically swim, like some physical disability or What if I did stop smoking wouldn't everything be peachy or What if I'm good at sport I just haven't told anyone yet including myself...

It has come to a stage where I don't like to be anywhere where my mind can see me...

It may take a week and it may take longer...

Imagine being completely free of responsibility, of disease, of pain, of worry, of depression and of everything that has ever held you back... Would you cut loose? Would let go? You are free, liberate yourself by adopting a cow and all your troubles well melt like the wind on blissfully warm summer afternoon...

Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?

You Will Only Die If You Accept It As An Inevitability

At this point shout!
At this point scream!

Dum dum dum de dum dumma dum day.... :)

Look Down!

If I could _sleep forever its ^of her I'd dream...

The people did rejoice as they heard the beat it solo being played...

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No nothing else matters

Theres only one way out, and that includes a door and several stairs...

Monkey              GoNe               To                           HEAveN

Woah! Fuck Me!

I Love Nicola Kate Orchard

Look up!

Hooked...?

Blah!

Fuck that!
I'm the man in the box...
We are at war with ourselves...
Apocalypse Please? Now?
Of the world...

Feel the power running through your veins! Feel the urge to strike someone to the ground! Pound away until something breaks... When you snap make sure the whole world knows who you are, make children scream your name when they sit up at night, make people fear your coming when on the street. Attack! Make blood bleed from every pour and sweat drip from every vein! Feel the rage, the hate, enhance it until you it hurts you to think of what you'd do if you just had the chance... Make the chance! ANGER RAGE HATE REVENGE WRATH LOVE

Lana




Can We Please Go By Cow?

Couldn't live without her now...

Cold and frosty morning,
There's not a lot to say,
About the things caught in my mind,
And as the day was dawning,
My plane flew away,
With all the things caught in my mind,

I don't wanna be there when your, coming down,
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play,
With all the things caught in my mind,
Damn my education I can't find the words to say,
With all the things caught in my mind,

I don't wanna be there when your, coming down, I
don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

Me and you whats going on,
All we seem to know is how to show,
The feelings that I wrote.
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

And dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
So Don't Go Away.

She's electric

Feather in my hat.

The swallow flew abreast with its fellow, its foe, its man, the dude that followed him on his way to the never ending abyss of never ending. The mouth played the organ sweat dripping from every pour of the poor old soul. Death came to the man surrounded by one of them groping at the sky. Dancing in the crowd was shot on the screen as he danced to the tune of a hundred lost soul. The rat died. He ran down the street he ran he flowed he rolled like thunder in a flood flooding the area, and then he came upon the bridge he and rested for he was here at the edge of the universe, beautiful.

This entry was really long now its not...

(Ironic)

Gouge away, you can gouge away,
Stay all day if you want,
The way you wear your hat,
The way you sip your tea,
Well, since my baby left me,
Well, I found a new place to dwell,
In the cleanign corridor,
Of the fifty first floor,
Paint no illusion,
Try to click with what you got,
Hey Joe,
Where you going with that gun in your hand?

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Waaaaaaaoooooooooow I feel good!

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